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> # PART I - This Is Not Normal

> Written by chImp at 02 Sep 2004 20:18:07:

> As an answer to: My Full And Honest Experience With Phimosis written by chImp at 02 Sep 2004 20:13:18:

> PART I - This Is Not Normal

> During my entire childhood I had several abnormalities
> which I later understood was the result of phimosis:

> 1) After peeing, I had no good way of "shaking it off",
> because most of the urine stayed under the foreskin,
> which was very tight. This often resulted in wet stains
> on my underwear.

> 2) I knew the traditional way of masturbating was using
> your right hand. I didn't understand the mechanism
> of it, because I didn't understand what "retracting"
> meant, since it was not part of my penile functionality.

> So I masturbated lying face down on the bed, rubbing a
> thin peace of clothing over the penis. A normal person
> would not understand how this would work and is not
> able to do the same, because phimosed people have
> extraordinary sensitivity.

> 3) Masturbating this was easy and somewhat pleasurable, but I
> JUST COULDN'T understand, how it could POSSIBLY be as pleasurable
> as Hollywood and anecdotal evidence suggests it is. Remember,
> "retracting" and "glans" were not part of my vocabulary, because
> I've never retracted my foreskin and I've never seen my glans.
> In fact, I looked at the tip of my foreskin, and thought that it
> was all that generated the pleasure (which isn't the case, as most of the
> pleasure comes from the glans - a person can have orgasms without
> the foreskin but not without the glans).

> OK, I figured: when I rubbed something over the tip of foreskin,
> I get pleasure. That's all, there are no other sources. What if
> put my dick into a vagina? How different will it be from just rubbing
> it myself? The answer was no, it wouldn't be any more pleasurable, and
> thus I had a problem: I understood, I COULDN'T enjoy sex like a normal
> person would. This was the major cause of my 2002 half-year long depression.

> 4) At some point my instict told me to try to retract the foreskin.
> It was painful, I didn't try it again for a long time and concluded
> that it wasn't how it operated.

> 5) I didn't have the "fold" like the other guys had. I can't explain
> what I mean by this. There's no need, if the reader has tight foreskin,
> he doesn't have it. Basically, when a person retracts his foreskin often
> (masturbation/sex), the foreskin appears to be shorter and thicker.
> So I started to take closer looks at the other guys in the lockerroom
> (I wear glasses, so I when I showered with the other guys, my glasses
> were put aside and I couldn't see nothing).

> Despite all of these abnormalities, I was used to my own penis -
> it was everything I've ever known - and I was blissfully oblivious
> that I had a HUGE PROBLEM. That ended February 11th 2002, when
> I watched a documentary on TV, and something hit me like a lightning:

> I WAS DIFFERENT AND I HAD A PROBLEM.

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