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> # PART II - And Then I Realised

> Written by chImp at 02 Sep 2004 20:23:11:

> As an answer to: My Full And Honest Experience With Phimosis written by chImp at 02 Sep 2004 20:13:18:

> PART II - And Then I Realised.

> September 9th, 2002, I was watching a program called
> "The Sex Sence" on Discovery, where they showed pictures
> of a male penis. Nothing extraordinary, really, I've seen it
> before, but my subconsciousness must have been aware of all
> my abnormalities I've had all my life at that time.

> So I had a "cold shower" experience - an awakening. Something was
> wrong. I was 19. You may ask yourself: what about sex education at
> school? Personal sex experiences? Pornography? What took me so long
> to understand your penis was different?

> My answer is this: I was stupid and naive. The sex education pictures
> were to a large degree DESCRIPTIONAL, NOT GRAPHIC. I remained a
> virgin until the age of 21. And I liked watching soft pornography, not
> hard pornography.

> But wait until you hear this: I started searching the Medical Dictionary
> at home and the Web for what was wrong with me ("phimosis", "foreskin"
> and "glans" were not part of my vocabulary). Guess what I found out?

> I "found out" that I was circumcised (in reality, having a tight foreskin
> is the logical opposite of being circumcised!!!). My reasoning was:

> 1) I feel very little when I masturbate. I read on numerous Internet sites
> that circumcised people have little sensation during sex.

> 2) I started to look closely at my classmates: I noticed that their
> dicks appeared to be slightly different from mine, they had
> a "fold", their foreskin looked thicker.

> So, I came to the wrong/stupid/retarted conclusion that the "glans"
> is what I get the pleasure from - that is, the tip of my foreskin.
> And since I was "circumcised", an ADDITIONAL skin layer must have had
> been removed from atop the first one. That's why the penises of other
> guys looked thicker, they had an extra skin layer!

> In the defence of your humble moron, I live in Europe. I've never seen
> a circed guy, so I didn't know what I was talking about. If I were
> circumcised, I would have been teased in the lockerroom. I never was,
> so I assumed the other guys were simply polite not to say anything
> to me or were afraid to admit they were looking at my genitalia!

> Why on Earth would a person born in Europe, by European parents,
> be circumcised? Why would my parents do this to me and give all my
> abnormalities and poor sex sensation?

> I started reading about circumcision on the Web,
> and found out that, among other things, it was a cure for
> phimosis. So, the word "phimosis" entered my vocabulary, not as
> something I have NOW, but as something I had BEFORE. "Phimosis"
> is why you circumcise people.

> I never said anything to my parents.

> I continued to be a moron until the autumn of 2002. And then I
> moved out, started to attend college and being independent,
> went to a General Physician( a woman ). Here's what happened.

> Answers:

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